alone mayb...

2012-01-15T13:19:00.001+08:00

this not really the kinda of life i m expecting in NS... =/ weekend still have to work... weekday nites already been burnt... now weekend too... still human u know... CNY drawing near too... where is the time for spring cleaning? some would rebutt last week... last week was studying for a test... yes, NS still got test and such... to make thing worse, superior would make things difficult for trainees... haix... its all this unreasonable treatment that make me don wanna serve NS... before looking at the whole, u need to look at the details...

blissful

2011-11-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

there is nothing more i can ask for now...

My dad is...

2010-12-25T20:09:00.002+08:00

First of all, merry Christmas to all... Next come my grumble... Suddenly felt that my dad is a push over on Christmas... Already decide that mum would make pizza for the night but no... Dad fren have to call and ask him to bring back chicken rice... My reaction was WTF ? Christmas and we are eating chicken rice again ? I m already sick and tired of chicken rice! Even when I m outside, I avoid chicken rice! So on Christmas night it's chicken rice for dinner... There is no place for discussion even for the chicken rice to be eaten tomorrow instead... Before this incident was the Taiwan trip incident... He got push over by his 2nd brother who is also boss... They insisted in going Taiwan with us and we can't reject it... So me and my sister decided not go... Simply because this is a family trip and there is 2 outsiders (2nd uncle and his wife) not only that, they are extremely bossy and expect people to follow their point of view... There goes the suppose to be family trip... And even before this was the many events the uncle boss my dad around simply because he is the boss... Even long before that, my dad already is a push over before i was borned... My dad is skilled on electrical stuff like lightings and wiring.. He even work for the new Zealand navy before cause of his skills... But no... He had to listen to my grandma who is bias against my 2nd uncle... My dad had a disagreement with 2nd brother wife and quited... Than my grandma pressure my dad to go back and work... So well done... 20 years later he is still drawing the same salary when he started working for him... For the past 20 years, the family life could have been better of he had work elsewhere... Sometime I feel like saying, well done dad... You just made the whole family suffer because of your thinking of compromising to everyone to make you safe... Compromising is not the only way to live! Sometimes it's better have things your way and it some time it could satisfy others as well !

Busy week over for now...

2010-11-27T19:30:00.002+08:00

It's have been a very busy week for me... Monday was the poster presentation... Got shoot questions by the judge from the uni of Tokyo, japan... although his feedback was constructive but his tone was rather jian.... Felt like he is mocking our work although we are just students... Then the lunch there was fantastic! Didn't ate that full for so long... Tuesday was the actual presentation... But couldn't understand what the rest of the presenter is talking about... Some speak too slow while other speak with their strong accent... We tried speaking slow and steady but ended up being shoot by lots of questions... Maybe it's because of the way we speak is more understandable as compare to the others... Even after the presentation session, people still came forward to ask question on our work... A lecturer who asked question during the session came over to us and introduce him from NP... Lol... What I had in mind was "rival poly"... Overall the experience was very good... Tried something I had never try before... The conference dinner was good but was too full to eat because the lunch was just as good! Haha... Drank 2 glasses of wine... =x

The other good thing that happened was that I changed my hp after 5 years! Lol... Changed to iPhone that I m using it to type this now... Lol... Need to get use to it... I think I m too use to my previous handphone and not use in using touch screen phone...

friend or foe?

2010-10-20T01:13:00.002+08:00

been on this project for quite some time now. didn't really enjoy the whole thing mainly because of the stress. although its like 4 people in a team, only "2" of the people doing it? let me count myself as 0.5 cause i also know i didn't do much for the past few reports. so lets count me and another team member as 1 due to our effort and the leader as another 1. so total only 3 did manage to put in a significant effort into it. while 1 more, didn't put in at all. so far, we did 3 reports including the current one and excluding the 1 individual report. i only remember me doing a section of report 1 and report 2. the other team member did something similar and the leader did most of the thing. its only the last team member that didn't put in any significant effort towards the report. during the holidays, when we tried asking to come out to discuss, he would give excuses like he will be away or he isn't free. i don't really know how to settle this...

betrayal or not?

2010-10-15T03:54:00.002+08:00

suddenly felt i like betrayed 1 of my close friend for the other. well, both are my good friend. lets name them A and B. A is ok with B but B is not ok with A mainly because of the things A did to B but than that happened years ago A had already said sorry. although both had their faults but B is forgiving. but A is understanding towards my positions so didn't demand much from me. haix. felt bad to both of them.

future... i'm not sure...

2010-10-04T03:49:00.002+08:00

well, got back my result for my 2nd last sem... didn't do well as i expected i guess... GPA2.7 this sem and 3 for the overall... i don't know how to get into university now... my only hope now is the article that i'm writing with st and andy... haix... hope that would work well...

its been sometimes now

2010-08-24T01:54:00.002+08:00

its been sometimes since i last blog.

got HFM a few weeks back before the YOG break starts. its was the last week of school and i missed out everything. i'm kinda worried especially the teachers give lots of hints during that week. i hope andy and st helped me take notes. ^^ HFM hurts! my feet and hands had blisters but not as bad as my sis's. my feet hurts the most! its like sunburnt under it and when u walk, it feel spikey.

have this project that is due this wed and MT drag till last min again! seriously hope i can stand him till graduation, if not things will turn very sour. although he did tried to help in 1 module assignment but its like once every 10 tens so he is still as bad. especially when he said he have project, he can be excused but when i have project, he would shoo us away with, "go la go la go la". so i was like wtf?

exams coming up. had 1 this wed. wish me luck~

life is getting on...

2010-07-08T02:17:00.002+08:00

life getting better... for now... not sure how long is this gonna last before i fall down again...
this few days is slacking cause andy's bro not in singapore so he can drive me to school... speaking of his bro made me mad...
--> selfish
--> proud
--> money mind
--> self-centre
when andy told me how he behave at home, seriously felt like slapping him to wake him up... spend money limitlessly and can throw his temper about at home... hope that he would be driven out of his home to live independantly so he wouldn't be such an ass hole...

o well... played back maple... when for 1st grandpa run... was successful but died once... 10% gone but earn back... had some nice items but need to be shared... did some organizing of my items aso! a lot to sell... lol...

school was so so... went to NUS and NTU website to look for their GPA cut off... for now, my GPA is still slightly lower than their 90th percentile... hope can go into the course i wanted... if not, i would have lost a direction in life...

for now, not much entertainment... everyday is school and go home... can't go out at all, what to do? team members ain't co-operative enough yet they can pretend nothing happened and only helped after being force at the very last minute... haix... what to do? poly life kinda screwed cause of this people... forget about it! still have about 8 more months before i graduate... for now, i shall worry about my up coming NAFA... ~.~

我快乐吗？

2010-06-21T23:34:00.002+08:00

after mun left, exchanged some sms-es and my batt died out.

the sms i receive before the handphone switch off made me wonder alot about things around me including my friends, family and my life. a moment without the world looking at me.

i thought about my life in actual fact when i back into marina square, when i walk in the crowd towards the MRT station, when i stand by the door in the MRT, when i walk home alone...

got a sms from mun. made me feel special when i read it. but it made me wonder. i was usually the listening ear to others. but none was my real listen ear. had some close friends but somehow i can't tell them all of me. just part of me they knew. some said about trust in the past but now when i look at it, it just felt being used instead. some said about depending in the past but now when i look at it, it can't depend on anyone so far. be it really close friend or not. only 1 can made me depend on but not telling her all of my life.

got a sms from my sister. felt betrayed. felt my family are sometime extremely selfish. just because of a health chair that cost $27k, an almost 30 year grudge can be extingish in 1 night. just because of a few meals they provide, they asked others to be their chauffeur. just because of a few meals they provide, they asked to borrow laptops for their personal uses. when other provide meals for their child and asked for help, they give 101 reasons to ask their child not to help. when others stayed over, they are unhappy. when child stayed over at others, they are also unhappy. of what?

i envy those that can have a supper with friends without parents objecting at the age of 20.
i envy those that can have friends staying over without parents objecting at the age of 20.

i'm lonely.

sneaking out of the door in the middle of the night. obviously not wanted to be caught. telling me to be quiet. asking me to keep a secret. treatment was different when i was the one sneaking out of the door in the middle of the night. obviously not wanted to be caught.i was questioned seriously with who and at where. and was told off by the same person, "this late and you are still going out?". i did the same but the authority is different. the tone is different. the attitube is different. felt thumbed down and restricted.

cried a little on the way home. felt inferior in life, felt inferior in the family. i go home to a place where i'm threaten of my "life". tried and wanted to be independant. but now, its impossible. tried to bring glory to the family but ended getting more pressure from the family. bought my laptop for my studies using my own salary. but got threaten to remove internet that would stop me from doing homework if i go against her will. tried paying my own handphone bill but got throw a line with a contract said out good will with a promise of paying the bill. but threaten to stop paying if i go against her will after change the contract under my name. in my 20 years of life, i did not ask for an increase in pocket money. i did not ask to be given more money when i go out. i did not ask to be given more money just for my own personal expenditure. i did not ask to be given more than just a normal happy life.

got slapped with a stress up life that no one understand. got slapped with friends that i don't really know if they are true. got slapped with a family that only look like a happy one on the surface. i tried to happy on the surface but i'm crying more and more inside.

is it wrong to be happy? is it wrong to have a different thoughts? is it wrong to voice my presence? is it wrong to have a say? is it wrong to be indenpendant? is it wrong to be respected? is it wrong to learn how i learn? is it really wrong?

new blogskin!

2010-06-16T20:06:00.001+08:00

hohohoho... wanna this blog skin long time le... XD the previous 1 kinda spoilt... XD

CPTC

2010-03-09T17:41:00.002+08:00

so far its the 2nd day of the attachment at Jurong island's CPTC... been fine... cos orientation... ;p
aso the 1st day in overall... nt as bad as i expected... but lectures are still boring... tried staying awake... but bth on the 2nd half... thank god there was a 30mins break when i KO-ed... lol.... took some pictures in overall... nt sure should i post a nt... after all is from jurong island... T.T

half a day on a field trip

2010-01-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

went for a field trip to 3M(woodland plant) 2day... kinda kanna psycho there... lol... after the whole trip, felt its quite useless to us... 1) its already coming to the end of the year long module than how bring us go 3M? shouldn it be organize b4 even we came out wif the ideas for the products? 2) so wat its possible to haf ITP wif 3M? the current year2 are stuck wif CPTC... can change? the ans is no, so for wat go n ask for ITP?

went there to fun haf wif classmates... afterall, my poly class nt veri united... don really haf much interaction in class... some ppl don exist in class make the class better actually... LOL... some big liar can even say 1 thing in front and do another behind n tinking he wouldn get caught... sad... too bad... ur deeds had got the class toking for abt a year now n u still haf no clue... =) contiune... i wanna see hu doing FYP wif u...

Mariah Carey - [HQ] All I Want For Christmas Is You(Live At The Disney Parade 25-12-04)

2009-12-22T23:07:00.001+08:00

for all. merry christmas...

a little update here n there

2009-09-07T02:36:00.002+08:00

ok.. the exams are finally over... could finally slacked a bit... this sem was tough... never been so relaxing for so long... don need worry abt things for now...

tis few days didn do lots of stuff... juz purely relaxing... watch "my lovely samsoon" the 4th time... =x trained dragonica.. i tink i will be training it for quite some time till i reach lvl 40... currently 35 XD...

FB quite a lot tis few weeks aso... i tink i m addicted to it liao... die...

should b getting a new hp tis month end (i hope)... need a new hp... currently is a dino hp...

should i get a monofin? it cost $100... any1 wanna buy for me? =x

tml going sch help kong ling teck (lecturer) for his AEE workshop for sec 2 kids... ~.~

life is short

2009-08-08T14:20:00.002+08:00

yup.. been quite some time since i last blogged... been busy lately... meeting datelines and all these... exams gonna be around the corner and i haven't study yet... oh well... good luck to me... still doing report now... haix... i miss the free times when i can go out anytime i wanna... been quite long since i ever met anyone like munmun, jemjem, jessica and even rey... guess everybody was busy as well...

frenships and classmate been rocky... some ppl juz couldn't wait for get on my nerves... some so automatic, some juz as unreasonable and some insensitive and insulting... seriously, their head seems to grow on their butts...

heard from alwin a sch mate from yuhua die of cancer a few days ago at the age of 19...
life is short... haix... hafing negative thoughts again... haix...

felt alone...

2009-07-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

nt sure the reason... but i felt alone and helpless suddenly 2day... had the feel of being at a unfamiliar place crowded with lots of people... felt a need of confort but no one was there for you... alone... maybe...

finally... exams over for now...

2009-07-05T02:42:00.002+08:00

decide to blog 1 post b4 i go slp 2nite...

well, the exams are over for now so i practically have slightly more time now to do things i like for a little longer b4 the report mugging sessions start again... taking a hugh breath of relieve now... although i know i didn really do well for serveral papers but i guess i can do better next time...

shall nt tok abt the papers... simply cos i wasn't in the mode esp for the last paper on friday...

after the last paper, went to the guild hse to use the facilities there... the spa, swimming pool, the suana room n the steam room... went wif derek, alex, eddie, yixun, nurul and wenjing... marcus did nt go... he didn bring his stuff... went to the spa at 1st, there was 3 pools, 1 was the cold water, 1 was the hot water and the last 1 is a jacuzzi... the cold was damn icy and the hot water was giving steam out... u can really feel the extreme temperature when u merely step into the water... the jacuzzi pool, we didn know it was a jacuzzi in the 1st place so we juz sit there n soak in the water having little chats...

after the spa, we 5 went to the pool outside to have a swim... 1 end was 1.8m while the end i nt sure.. love the deep end... i can dive there.. ^^ but than i couldn hold my breath long enough as b4... sianz... so need to graps for air... the lenght of the pool was half the lenght of the normal swimming at the public ones so i don feel a need to swim too much laps there since its like veri short... i tink i got myself slightly tanned there... loving it! i getting fairer n fairer... T.T alex wanna a tan so he got up n lie there... yixun and eddie acompany on land... me and derek stayed in the water but left for the suana room shortly after coming on land...

the suana was occupied so we went to the steam room, at 1st was only me n derek in it so we have the whole room to ourself but abt 10mins inside, a angmo came in... cos kind of awkward contiune toking to derek esp we toking in english n tt guy understand it... so me n derek juz sat there... the steam got heavier n its suppose to be the case... than the rest of the guys open the door n see if we are there, if only we 2 there, we don mind but the angmo say,"hey, can u close the door? we have a hard time keeping the steam in" than eddie came in, look around n go out, we he go out, the 2 other guys peek in, than the angmo say, "are u guys coming in or out?"... ok la... i admit that the guys are inconsiderate a bit, but the place is share by all of SP ppl... if he really wanna avoid such interruption, he should go those private or come when there is totally no ppl... after tt went to the suana to find the rest of the guys... chat quite abit on shiheng n the class inside... quite love the session, get to know the boys better...

after that went home n had a rest, slp till 8 n play dragonica n dota... dota at 1st alone than wif andy... slpt at 4 last nite... than 2day played alone n went to uncle place... will post some pix me n my sister took there in the next post... i tink tml will involve some report doing... i will find time to meet up wif those i reject a lot of times like cheng yi and jiang hao... so so sry... now got some spare time le... ^^

hmmm... last thing, for the 1 who lost some1 tis week... stay strong, don cry... u may lose a close 1 but life will need to go on... like u, i might lose a loved 1, i feel lost and feel like crying but definately nt as serious as u... but don give up living... no1 wanna see u sad, esp ur frens n those around u... consolence to ur family... wish u well n gd luck in the further, my fren...

messy

2009-06-15T01:33:00.002+08:00

haix... so nt free abt life... its always work i haf to put in the 1st place...
sry to several ppl like chengyi, jiang hao, mun mun and the rest hu asked me out but i cannot make it... really sry... i promise the next holiday i will go out wif u all 1 day each to make up...

studies wise... things are nt really getting well... couldn't really understand chapters tt much... can't really focus tt well now... teachers speak too fast as well... i miss sec sch... where the lessons are so clear n straight cut... no need search for internet for things u don know... ask teacher will do... sometimes still can slack a bit...

in a messy frenship now... seriously... i m getting tired of poly...

lost and confuse...

2009-05-14T23:58:00.003+08:00

been quite lost and confuse abt sch work lately... don know wat the matter wif me... lose focus i guess... i couldn't understand wat the lecturers are toking nor their terms... too chim...
1st module, fluid machanics was the worse... the lecture notes were veri much blank... need 2 copy a lot of notes down ourself... right or correct will b up 2 our own fate if we copy the notes down correctly... his lectures were beating around the bush and doesn't get straight to the point... so nt sure which are the correct examples n which are the false ones...
2nd module, chemical reaction engineering... the lecturer go through things too fast... couldn get wats she is toking... her lectures are too brief... need to read up alot on her lectures...
3rd module... engineering maths... the lecturer is an old lady who speaks mostly to herself... couldn hear her from behind... told her b4 tt her voice is soft n slow but next lectures went back to square 1...
felt the urge to quit sch like luther... told jeff abt it... he kind of tell me some facts abt life bah... working cannot compare to study... simply becos they are 2 different matters... he told me study is still consider fun... true... n when working, there will nt be much guiding n helping from superior...
speaking of luther... kind of evny his carefree attitube... met him at the sch library a few days back when he came to pick up his gf... he told me he quited sch... ask sj abt it... sj said he quit 6 months back... reason unknown... sometime hope i could juz do tt... but i don tink i can... cos i can't afford 2... life in poly wasn't really as simple as i tink... timetable tis sem was screwed... 8~5 each day... after tt will b demanding practicals and tutorials that should b done at home... couldn really understand lectures in class, tutorials make matter worse... stared at the question, my mind went blank... everything looked strange to me... felt out of place at that moment... m i in the rite place looking at tis?
feeling veri fed up now... relationship problems are screwed up mostly... taking up me alot of my time n energy on tis stuff... some times i don really understand my frens... i nt sure is it me being heartless or they being too sensitive... i don really like ppl getting emo cos it damped my mood as well but ppl don fail to do so... simple things made complicated...

i m so wore out now...

busy x3

2009-05-10T15:17:00.002+08:00

busy busy busy... tis 2 weeks veri busy... SIANZ!!!!! sem 2 is getting more demanding then expected...
all the practicals haf 2 prepare b4 hand... kinda mafan lor... last time is all like short cut de... T.T
tutorials aso... getting harder n harder liao... T.T so lecturers speak so soft aso... like mouse like tt... use mic aso like no use mic like tt... alamak! need ask her 2 eat 1 loud speaker like tt... than can speak louder... lol... hmmm other than tt i nothing 2 complain le... cannot spend 2 much time blogging aso... i now doing tutorial n blogging at the same time! T.T

cousin's wedding

2009-04-26T22:40:00.003+08:00

never went b4 so budget de wedding ! *ROAR*
its my cousin's wedding i'm toking abt... TOO budget~!
morning didn went over 2 their place cos a bit headache and overslpt aso... =x
than parents came back than tok abt the "buffet" at their place...
"never saw anything like tt"...
it is more of a norm for newly weds to like hafing a buffet n a get 2gether will all of the frens and relatives n tts wat they did... only cheaper... -.-ll
all home cooked by my 1st aunt n tasted wrong... been hoon, curry n mee soto gravy... still got siew mai n shrimp dumpling tt r bought from super market n home steamed...
a wedding is a ONCE IN A LIFE TIME event (nt toking abt getting remarried) la n yet ur arragement is rated cheapo? OMG... like tt might as well don haf the buffet n save it up...

ok... 4get abt their buffet since i bo go... tok abt the dinner... aso... a bit... saved up till the max...

wedding photo no studio photo cos they hire freelance photographer
wedding gown is rental lai de.. if nt wrong, whole album only 1 wedding gown
no wedding cake cut
no evening gown, only chongsum (qi pao)

wat i don like abt the place...

nt a hotel although the restaurant quite reputated but i never heard b4...
dinner go by servings... so the spinning glass in the middle is unused throughout the whole dinner...
table setting veri weird... all tables is scatted... some can see, some cannot...
no proper stage for the couple 2 stand on
yam seng is even at the stairs from the door ways!
boring... cos mayb no need grab our own food?
music is saddening... tong hua for a song in wedding? hello?? its abt some romantic death in tt song la...

so overall i don really like tt wedding... a bit 2 saved up for me... cos i felt wedding is a once in a life time n they did it so budget... nt my cup of tea... sry~

anyway... took 3 photos from the restaurant... rest don need show... cos couldn b bother 2...

tis is wif my sis... ya.. cut my hair liao... so kinda of short... =x tts my burberry polo tee i wearring aso... so nice... wahahaha...

the "twins"... no la... tt my 2nd uncle and my dad... they 2 are the most likely brothers among the rest de... lol... go where aso other say they were twins...

tis is the menu front page... the resturant name... grand shanghai...

anyway, tis msg is for my cocky uncle who tink he is everything... so wat u got money n moved to australia? u dare say us when we didn address ahma at the dinner... but where were u when she went hospital? after ur mother-in-law died, straight away flew 2 aus... ur OWN mother left in sg n juz sent money over? big deal u can always fly here fly there? its still best 2 be around always... help need aso better n faster... u fly back, don know still need ur help a nt...

end of week 1

2009-04-24T17:16:00.002+08:00

well... its the end of week 1 of the new sem... tt is 1 veri gd news for me! lol... the lesson and the lecturers are so so lor... some gd some bad... ~.~

kind of tired after tis week... don know y... mayb cos of nt enough slp bah... cos morning always abt 6.30a.m. wake up than i usually 10~11++ than i slp... morning wake up a bit shag...

o ya... another gd news... the boots is nt phua chu kang de~! yeah! *clap clap*

its black! hoho... is kind of heavy aso... T.T the front part consist of metal so kind of wearring 2 hammers facing up while u wear it... those hu bully me de! i wear tis shoes, u die!!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!!

anyway tml gonna go wedding dinner... my 2nd cousin from my 1st uncle of my dad side is getting married... at grand shanghai at don know where... lol... gonna wear my burberry polo tee i bought from the sales at suntec ! yeah~! can't wait... will take lots of pictures ! wahahaha...

new sch term

2009-04-20T17:11:00.002+08:00

the new sch timetable is SCREWED! SCREWED I TELL YA!!! everyday was till 4p.m. or more and starting time was 8a.m. each day... sianz half... meaning i haf 2 spend an average of 8 hours in sch... i thought 8 is a chinese lucky number... nt veri lucky 2 me although i'm a chinese la... -.-ll

anyway... felt okok in meeting back poly frens 2day... juz felt, "ok lor"... nt veri excited actually... mayb cos like wat shi heng said during lunch bah, "the class nt veri bonded/attracted to each other"... i feel so aso... don know la... year1 sem 1 is 10/10 for closeness but now like 4/10... feel a bit out of place suddenly... don know m i suppose 2 feel tt way or nt... =x

anyway new sch = new stuff... got some news abt my ITP (meaning attachment)... its settled liao... comfirmed at jurong island de chemial process technology centre (CPTC) from 8th march 2010 till 16th april 2010... sianz... there goes my holiday... anyway its quite far off... cos its at the end of the year2 holiday... so tis new stuff nt really gd news aso...

need get new boots aso... for lap purpose... need for the ITP aso... so i will soon look like phua chu kang...

see the big boots? ya... gonna wear tt... along wif lap coat n goggles bah... *hope its nt hot or anything... cos the weather is killing my rite now... T.T*

had some "sounded" difficult modules coming up aso... 1 was the product design & development and another 1 will b fluid mech... both sounds hard already... *sob* anyway i gonna try my best in tis... i know its getting harder by i will try... hehe... (^.^)V

somethings still keep poping out lately... i tink u added me in facebook... things related to u pop-ed in my email nt long ago... did a quiz abt Which Zodiac Sign Are You Most Compatible With?, the results out of all 12 zodiac muz b urs... haix... i don know wats wrong with fate la... poking fun of me? well... tell u wat... i hate it!

the same old problem

2009-04-18T13:57:00.002+08:00

did quite a lot to kill my boredom lately... really alot from the usual hor! at least better than watching of pokemon n digimon from youtube rite? lol...

bought DVD "my lovely samsoon"

cos there was a sale in TS at IMM than i go in see see... saw the the DVD at 50% discount than buy lor... anyway wanna buy it a long time since it was aired in 2005 liao... lol... storyline quite nice... abt a 29 going 30 year old, kim samsoon (plump, unattractive and nt much talent) aso a pâtissier (some1 hu make french pastery)... she kanna dumped by her ex-bf + she was jobless after returning from paris... than she go job hunt n ended up in working in hyun jin-hun's restaurant cos the previous pastissier when back paris... tts where the rest of the love story unfolds lor... the whole thing veri cute... will laugh till tummy pain de... lol... i watch the whole drama twice since i bought it last week... still can't stop laughing if i were to watch it again... lol... overall tis K drama worth watching la... when it was aired back in korea, it was 1 of the best drama ever... in their local TV awards, the drama n its cast aso won quite a number of awards...

went 2 andy place the day b4 for a slp over again... watched movies (don mess wif zohan and jie da huan xi 2009 rented from the VCD rental shop in gek poh) and laughed like no body business while watching the movie... veri funny... lol... jie da huan xi 2009 i don tink a lot ppl got watch b4... veri funny... as0 another abt 30++ career minded female auther of bestseller woman novel wif a love guru hired by her younger brother working on her case cos the younger brother wanna get married but the family haf a rule tt the elder sister muz get married off 1st b4 the younger 1 can get married or bad luck will befall on to the brother's gf... at 1st the brother aso don believe than everytime he propose 2 his gf, they will kanna the bad luck... lol...

than at nite after dinner we go walk pasa malam (nite market) walk... juz nice got la... but like quite long le... don know y... i thought they only lasted for 3 days? hmmm... don know la... heck care... i can eat can le... wahahha... went there buy hao chi de food... cotton candy, takopachi (jap octopus ball), kweh tutu... bought 10 kweh tutu, 5 coconut n 5 peanut de... wahahaha... i eat till damn song... cos xiao shi hou, my dad always bring me go buy when we got go over 2 bukit batok to shop... damn nice... muz eat while hot, ar bo will stick 2gether than will split here split there de... nt nice... lol... went back to his place after tt... watch drama again... wahahaha... da dong gua ( a winter melon tale)... abt a small deity do wrong in heaven n was punished inside a big winter melon for 500 years than he was set free by a couple n he need repay their kindness after tt... but the story line a bit straight forward... as in u will kind of know wat gonna happaned next... ~.~ so its only for the jokes inside the drama n nt much...

yesterday was mapling in MSEA cos got 4x... lol... lvl once... XD but didn do anything much other than mapling so its kinda boring facing the game n training long hours... anyway sch is starting in 2 days time... its a bit so so 2 me... sch reopen sianz... sch holiday aso sianz... ~.~ can't decide on wat i wanna now... lol...

updated... but dying soon again...

2009-01-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

ok... i updated my blog... -.-ll n its going 2 b dead again...
cos the exams are here! T.T *sobs sobs*
k la... hmmm... mayb after my exams, some1 remind me or pester me 2 blog... lol....
i will b including new stuff like my poly frens, maple frens n my maple life bah...
going genting during CNY aso... the usual pi nian... ~.~ sad... wat 2 do? haix~

niu... its 1 year a part le... hope u r happy since the same day a year b4... i respected ur choice... i tried staying away from u but seems like fate is making fun of us by letting us meet after we parted... don know y... mayb cos now still got possibility we can meet... after feb... by luck, we cannot accidently meet anymore... we will totally end contact by then... hope u will xin fu...

updating soon

2008-11-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

gonna update soon... after mst which is like 2 weeks time... in the mean while, all jy for ur exams... ^^

memories

2008-10-24T17:51:00.000+08:00

ok... tis post i tink gonna b long cos i tink i might b writing a lot of things n some pix 2 post...

lets start wif wats left from the last post... the 2 injured leg...

TADA~! LOL... both same leg, same reason of spraining their leg, same period of time of spraining their leg... chao bai chi... rey told me b4 hand tt he sprain his ankle cos play bball... than i meet him at mac where i took the pix... b4 sch starts, alex aso told me he sprain his ankle... than at 1st day of sch than i know how he sprain n which leg he sprain... than happening both same leg... HAHAHA... *mean*

hmmmm.... now more of some pix from my class~!

tis is shi heng on his more female character... lol... see those lips? sexy mah?

he is derek... tis is snap shot lai de... lol... he my class rep... always my grp ldr cos all responsiblity give him... muhahah... anyway he aso veri ke lian la... everytime kanna pok neh by me... XD

presenting andy the chicken~! lol... cos i m the dog, shi heng is the pig... watever~ lol...

sueting the guan lim~! o-mi-tuo-fou... a.k.a goddess of mercy... she nt mercy at all la~ sometime kanna wack by her cos me n andy link her up wif some unknown guy... lol...

nurul... the only malay gal in class... she a diver gal~

tis guy here is alex... got those veri xiong face... i posted his pix b4... but than tt 1 he quite blur de... XD... anyway he aso acknowledge he got xiong face... i tink he is born partly 2 scared ppl de... -.-ll

lol... compose tis blog entry veri xin ku... take abt 1 week 2 write finished all? cos take break here n there... than aso timetable quite packed... after usual lesson go jurong west teach jiale n jessica... at sch aso some time cannot catch up wif wat the teacher is saying... ideal become idea n PV become peewe... lol... than vapour become vampor... lol... damn bai chi... haix... need early slp le... after 2day, 30 oct will b better bah....

o ya... 2day pon maths GEMs wif alex, andy, cally n audrey... lol... than all mostly go bouna vista there go eat ai kor de auntie de western food... veri nice... quite near acjc n MOE... juz directly behind the bus stop there... veri nice wor... ai kor de elder cousin is the chef... than me, andy n sh sat 1 table... than the gals 1 table n the rest of the boys 1 table... than our table a bit far from the rest than we a bit chat n gossip la... we chat from our O lvls, our 1st day of sch when meeting the class n the impressive of each of them than still got now, hu we don like or don really accept the attitube n surprising, all same... me n andy of cos same cos i admit i bias him a lot... but than sh aso same wif us... than i was like waaa... we 2 nt the only 1 sia... a part from tt, last time in class aso got tok abt wat we don like but i nt letting the cat out of the bag so i m nt gonna say so u can 4get abt asking me...

than on the way back i saw JENNIFER on 185 bus! my sec sch gossiper... haha... than tok abt hows life, n how the others etc... did quite a small catch up la... than the bus driver aso siao de... brake aso last min brake... than speed super fast... i tink i 10mins ++ reach my hse de market liao la... standing aso got problem la...

hmmm... o ya... mr cow... if u r see tis... kindly know ur limits... i don wanna see u when u know where i m from... i don care if its ur fren wanna a nt... seeing u juz make me tink of the past... n its like the 2nd time u r appearing in front of me... i already stay where i m but now its u hu cross the boundary...

new school week...

2008-10-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

sch reopen tis week... 1 word... sianz... lol... duh~ tts the reaction for most schooling ppl when their holidays come 2 an end mah... lol... 1st day of sch was fun cos the whole thing is practically short... XD

1st day of sch... well... was late... dragged yixun n andy in being late wif me n deduced 1% of the marks... sry... T.T the teacher aso a bit cd la... 1st day nia, how would i know tt her rules n regulations la~ *humph* nvm... than after tt was a EEE lesson... the teacher a bit niang la~ but than he quite nice... a bit joker type de... haf a cheerful personality aso... hopefully he is nice in giving marks...

day 2, mr kong, the a bit niang but nice teacher de lecture... tok abt fire, electricity safety n its like mostly logic actually... like computer on fire cannot use water cos the electricity still runnnig cos simply, the water made it worse! after tt was pretty auntie lesson on polymer... was doing testing the vocosity of paint... namely the thickness of the paint la... how it flows etc... than pretty auntie tell me i got paint on my mouth... than i ask nurul, "got meh?" than pretty auntie say," haha... juz kidding... bluff u de... " [nb] make me kan cheong 4 nothing...

2day... veri sway... missed the HP call during my lecture where my lappy kanna "kidnapped" by them, saw mr cow outside the library n he made eye contact wif me but i break it as soon as i saw him when i toking on the hp... purely sway... then the princ. A de lecturer veri demanding despite being a newbie... cb... than GEMs was fun... took math games n puzzle... played brain teaser n detective games... fun la... turn my mood slightly better... but mentoring was back 2 the sway period again... rohit was sot sot 2 me... super sticky... like yaya [senior] said... i need a lot of luk... ~.~ maira n raya aso cannot tahan him... OMG, so nt going the next session...

for now tts all bah... XD next time i update the pix but only after my lappy come back from HP HQ... there for 2 weeks le...

updates~

2008-10-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

ok, 1st of all... i changed my hp number n plan n will b email n sms all of u in my contacts... those hu haf my current new number, 9***2847 de, u can keep, cos tt is my new number... cos change 2 student plan so will b sms a lot... muhahaha... lol... bomb my inbox = never die b4... wahhaha... juz like tt spammer wif the number of 9***2603 (don know can give number online a nt... later kanna sue... damn... ) veri bastard lor... in the middle of the nite keep sending blank sms... veri rich ppl... morning wake up got 22 new sms... _l_ happening this months esp... tell tt person i nt the old user (cos my current line was frozen b4 so could b fren of previous user) he still sent... cb... than i obvious ignore... waste my time replying la... than he/she send 1st sms, i switch profile 2 silent than let him spam... than stop liao, mark all delete... knn... keep happeninig, but the sms getting lesser n lesser... haha... lately sent 2 nia... wahhaha... i tink the bill bomb liao... XD anyway, the day i cannot tahan, is i go report police liao... in the mean time, the person wanna waste sms up 2 him/her... nt my problem...

hmmm... went 2 akm blogsite sometime ago... read the contents... i was like... whao~! akm now a changed guy wor... ^^ still know how 2 cook liao... *clap clap* i now still cooking maggie mee nia... T.T my favorite book now shall b cookbook! lol...

had problems wif HP (nt handphone, the laptop brand cos my laptop is compaq) cos i sent my laptop for servicing cos my lappy haf faults like DEAD PIXEL, RUST LIKE STAIN & UNSTABLE BASE! bloodly hell... sent there more than 1 week liao(till date) cos i sent it in last monday... than the engineer tis monday than call me, ask me wats wrong wif my lappy... _l_ obviously never see the note i slot in2 my lappy when i sent it over... than yesterday call me say the rubber parts wasn't here yet... 2day i called, say rubber parts tuesday than come.... hello~ my sch term like starting next week n i like told u guys b4 abt it? n 1 week going 2 weeks nt long enough 4 everything 2 b delieved? don bullshit la...

playing neopets tis few days... lol... lao gu dong... XD cos quite bored... never play maple liao... 1st, its boring... 2nd, hacker on the loose... 3rd, lag dao yao si... so turn to play back neopets... haha... neopets was wat i played b4 i went 2 maple 4 years (?) ago bah... lol... quite fun leh... i now play... lo.... mayb after i play neopets sianz liao, mayb will go back play maple... XD than swap here n there... lol...

recently choose elective modules (GEMs in SP)... shi heng~ T.T wei shen mo hui like tis????? T.T a few of us ( me, andy[i psycho de], cally, alex, audrey and shi heng) actually wanna take same course 2gether de... shi heng, alex n cally psycho me than i go psycho andy... lol... took maths n games de... 100% IPA... meaning no test no quiz... wahahha... but... but... but... shi heng late... so all slot kanna taken liao... T.T than shi heng took understanding weather as GEMs instead... but at the 4th appointment, shi heng saw 2 slots available... but cannot drop the understanding weather module cos 4th appointment liao... T.T

oh well... said to tok abt rey dear... close fren, dragon boat cockster (some1 hu control the direction of the boat but purposely mis-spell it aso... lol...) monster mouth, the mac blur guy... lol...

new blog

2008-10-03T16:12:00.001+08:00

yup... new blog... wahahahah... lol... ot tis cool navigating blogskin from blogskins.com... cool rite? feel veri high tech la... like ask u for pw or watever code like tt... oho... ya... the previous blog url in use but nt updating tt le... its juz for like looking into the past things... now is focusing tis blog now... wahaha... ok... let me start...

1st thing is the NDP08... ya... i knows i should haf posted tis loooooong time ago cos its like oct now n NDP is in aug... early aug some more... lol... was there as an usher... those human road sign 2 b known as... haha... its fun n met quite some new frens there... ppl there mostly from NP cos the organizer, heartware went 2 approach NP so there naturally more ppl... get 2 know more ppl from there lor... than on 9th aug finally over le.... wahhaha... fun la... but than always go their NE show veri sianz... keep doing the same thing over n over again.. the fun like veri repeated liao... but ok la... the day itself still best cos i usher the VIPs de... haha... foreign ambassedor... those come in cars in front got small flag flag de... ya those kind... than muz usher them personally 2 the enterance de... muz make sure they don lost their way even though the the enterance is like within sight from their drop off point... i don dare take the photo of them aso... later tio complaint... -.-ll so ya... they drop off at the flyer there where i m based... lol... take some piz la... didn really take a lot... cos busy... sms on duties than kanna scolded aso... T.T

heres the pix

tis is the 3 choppers n the flag... lol... take from the helpers point of view... XD

yup... tis is the famous heart in the sky but from the 2nd NE show... the actually day de nt veri clear cos the sky veri cloudy... the best is the 3rd NE show de... the heart close nicely at the tip at the btm but 2 bad... the suckers wearing the orange tees from heartware ask us cannot see... cos we r helping out n nt allow 2 b looking at the preforments...

yup.. its the flyer... veri big from my point of view.. ^^

tis is suliza... lol... a chatter box in the grp... lol... tis 1 is i disturb her till she cannot tahan than she give me those funny face liao... haha...

my grp F1 photo... haha... on the actual day after the parade...

hmmm... after tt is my mentoring session le bah... teaching at qifa primary sch... yixun de primary sch... its located in the middle of nowhere in clementi... really... there is no direct bus stop nor is it in sight wif the main road... it is a 3min walk from the nearest bus stop n need 2 walk back out... its surround by private housing estates... semi-detach n bunglow... rich ppl area... so i tink the kids there got high % quite rich de bah... lol... nt interested in their cash aso... wanna my CCA points n the experiences nia... lol... get 2 CCA points every session... get 45 points than get A for CCA liao... hehe... so far i tink i earn abt 12 points le... ^^

my lappy sent 4 the 2nd time tis month liao... cos tt strong ah neh accent guy didn tell the engineer abt it so he didn change it for me at the 1st time... than 2nd time called again, complainted than he still can read out all the thingys i told him... than engineer say he wasn't informed... _l_ than kan him y tis y tt... feel veri gd abt it actually... don know y... lol... *mean* than they came 2 collect for the 2nd time... i hope 2 collect it back on monday... tuesday got the resigration for GEMs... ~.~ sianz... my lappy... where u ? lol...

k la... tts all for now... XD got time de hua, will update soon... will put more pix aso... but than my harddisk now at rey dear there... he storing his anime there... wanna bomb my 120GB HD liao... ~.~ tok abt him next time aso... haha...